April 2010
I REALLY HATE,
when people say stuff like,
“why are you still sad? i already said it’s okay!”
well, IUNNO, SORRY THAT I CAN’T IMMEDIATELY RECOVER AFTER YOU PUT ME IN A BAD MOOD.
you know what i think,
i think that when you have like, a ‘chunk’ missing from you
like if you have an empty feeling,
like something’s missing,
or something like that, you know, little cripe like that,
man, it’s not missing, it’s not gone, you’re not in the process of finding it
it’s just hiding, it’s still in there, you just gotta bust it out and stop thinking that...
what happened to aj?
what happened to winona?
what happened to william?
what happened to kevin?
what happened to lauren?
what happened to all these people that i knew before, and that i was close to
where did they go?
what are they doing?
will i ever see them again?
are they still, aj, winona, kevin, lauren and william
who are they now?
NEVER GONNA DANCE AGAIN, GUIIILLLTY FEET, GOTT NO...
mmm.. I CAN’T WAIT TO BRING ME POKEWALKER ON MONDAY!
i just have a feeling, that’s it’s gonna be full of POKEMON EXCITEMENT!
like you ever have those feelings? that you can’t shake?
or you have those dreams? that like.. come true, years later?
like 3 years ago or something, i had this weird dream i was running through three archways covered in green grass vines, and i...
YOU KNOW, IF WE DID LIVE IN A POKEMON WORLD,
2012 wouldn’t be caused by the earth’s tectonic plates causing earthquakes and tsunamies
IT’D BECAUSE OF KYOGRE AND FIN’ GROUDDOOOOON
OHHH TODAY!
TODAY TODAY TODAY
I’M SUPER EXCITED, BECAUSE I GOT MINNIE’S PRESENT AND IT’S THE BEST IN THE WORLD, AND ICAN’T WAIT TO SEE HER FACE ON MONDAY, BECAUSE I LIKE IMAGINING HAPPY FACES, I THINK IT’S ADORABLE
today i came home from s.a.t claaaass from reviewwwing math for the CEE! ES! TEEEEZ! and you won’t BELIEVE how much math i forgot man
anyway, i came back and...
OY KIDS! REAL DRAGON FOSSILS, FOUUUND!
REALLL, DRAGON FOSSILS FOUND!
YES YES YES YES YES, EXCITEMENT!
so, i’ma tell you all about it since i’m super excited and crap
(CLICK ON THE PICTURE BELOWW TO SEE DRAGON FOSSILS!)
SO THIS DRAGON FOSSIL, was found in 1996 with HORNS on it, just like the chinese dragons in the storybooks and legends that we hear from all those little old ladies in chinatown from back when when...
COPYING JACKY FTW
YOUR BOY SIDE
u love hoodies. You love jeans. Dogs are better than cats. It’s hilarious when people get hurt. Shopping is torture. Sad movies suck. You own a car racing game.
You played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid. At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. You owned a DS, PS2, N64, or Sega. You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
You have watched sports on TV. Gory movies...
GENERALLY,
I WANT TO BE—- AN ADVENTURER.
adventurers don’t worry about peer pressure,THEY DON’T CARE ABOUT PEERS
THEY EXERTTTT PRESSURE!
i wanna sail the seas, with my trust monkey companion meeting sea creatures and mermaids, that’s the life
no worries, no cst’s, no money neeeds, JUST STRAIGHT ADVENTURE!
4.21.10
kittyuu:
so.
5 more days.
I kinda feel forgotten lately.
bipolar…?
is there something wrong with me/:
I have soo much homework late..you too?
star testing is about to start.
so much pressure! D:
I just want this to slow down.
I feel so sad, now.
Do they really not remember?
Am I not important…?
really???
GROSS BOY
YOUR BIRTHDAY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE UNIVERSE
...
do you think pimps say 'thats what she said'
because i’m pretty sure they’ve heard of everything
OH MOMMY, MOMMY, OH MY
michael: MOMMY, MOMMY, GUESS WHAT HAPPENED TODAY!
mom: what, michael
michael: GUESS GUESS
michael: OKAY WELL, TODAY THIS BAD THIRD GRADER NAME NATALIE CAME AND HE SHOWED ME A PICTURE OF A GIRL WITH A BRA,
michael: AND THEN WE SHOW DANIEL AND THEN HE SAID I DON'T KNOW WHAT BRAS ARE
michael: AND THEN NATALIE SAID THAT THEY'RE THE THINGS THAT COVER YOUR...
michael: ...
michael: ..B-O-B-B-S!
ducki: your.. bobs?
michael: OH, HEHHE, NO I MEAN, B-O-O-B-S!
mom: BOOBS?!
michael: OH, YOU SAID BOOBS!
mom: :giggle: BOOOBS?!
michael: :giggle: YES!
dad: who is talking about the boobs
ducki: ...michael
michael: NO I DIDN'T
little things i think you have to do, someday
you HAVE TO
ride around in the nighttime by the beach in a car with the windows open
open the window in your car at the top of your car
take a walk while it’s raining
if it’s windy, push your umbrella in front of you, it’ll be like you’re an adventurer
fill the bathtub with hot water, use johnson’s baby sleeping soap to relax your feet
fill the bathtub with hot...
i'm thinking.. thinking hard and long
i’m thinking of
thinking about needing to finish my cornell notes for the career project,
thinking about needing to study math because—- i’m pretty sure i forgot a chunk of the beginning of the year, and the CAT6 or something of the like is coming,
thinking about needing to study social studies 6-8th grade for the CAT6,
thinking of college seminar today, and thinking how much...
do you think,
when people make wishes on balloons,
the balloons go to god?
and then god is just ended up with millions of millions of balloons,
and maybe that could be why the sky changes colors afternoon and night,
or maybe why the clouds or so puffy~
i wish i lived in a pixar movie.
everything feels perfect there
OH, I FORGOT!
to tell you guys!
the day before yesterday, i went adventuring with sharon, and we passed out balloons, pictures later!
but, for a little while, me and sharon just walked through town with like, 20 something balloons, until we see this little kid, aww gosh, he was sooo cute, man, like eplosive’ cute!
his name was CHI CHI, and we ran up to us all smiling and shizzy, and he didn’t say...
i need something to pull me into
EVERYTHING, PLEASE!
i just need to fall into EVERYTHING, i don’t know what happened, i need to enjoy everything full throttle, please please please please i don’t know how come everything seems HALF.
of course there’s a lot of crap i gotta do, but i can handle it—- i’m pretty sure
aghhhh.. i’m going crazy! I WANNA LIVE LIFE AT FULL THROTTLE, I WANT TO PULL...
i have the wavering feeling,
that i’m not enjoying life enough.
i hate that feeling, i HATE THE FEELING, that i’m going through everything half.
i don’t want to live or enjoy anything half, i want it to either be whole or—
no, not even nothing. it HAS to be whole—- i hate the feeling of living things half way, ‘happy enough’
i don’t like that at ALL, when i go through...
i,
only show the ones i love the most my real feelings, cus’ i know they’ll care.
i wish i could be like that, the person that people think’ll care. because i wanna have this connection with one person that no one else has, and i wanna know i have a friend and they think that i’m they’re friend too
i wanna be a real friend, not just a friend.
everything’s gotta...
i love the songs that put a smile on your face...
its weird, falling into music again.
it’s a great feeling.
some little thoughts that ducki is having right...
next week next week next week—
i’m really nervous, because i have a lot of things to do.
i don’t have renaissance for second quarter… because i was tardy..! SO MUCH!
i won’t be able to go to the picnic, but i’m going to try to make up my tardies for 3rd quarter so i can get into the picnic, SNIFF.
where is my algerbra book? i’m going to have to turn it...
is it a problem?
kittyuu:
I don’t really get it.
When you talk to yourself, people think you have issues.
but when you think aren’t you like talking to yourself?
I mean hasn’t everyone talk to themself, atleast once in a lifetime?
then why does people think that it’s weird? Or that maybe that person has problems?
I think it’s perfectly fine to talk to yourself though. I guess it’s just an opinion.
..!...
"its okay! just cry, let it all out..! it'll be...
it’s harder to cry BECAUSE you’re here.
GO AWAY, SO I CAN CRY.
so on facebook, i was looking down the status updates, and alva’s status said, “I GOT MY HEARTGOLD!”
and on the comments it said, ‘you like this’, because i pressed the like button
in my head, i automatically read it as
‘you LIIIIIIIKE this.’
WHAT ABOUT MAGIKARP
ducki: :playing pokemon:
ducki: :fishing in sea in pokemon:
michael: :watching:
michael: whatcha' doing?
ducki: fishin' in pokemon
nintendo ds: :a magicarp appears!:
ducki: AW MAN..! NOT AGAIN
michael: AWW, YEAH! AW MAN, NOT ANOTHER MAGIKRAP!
ducki: wait did you say?
michael: i meant magikarp..!
ducki: oh.
ducki: well, then.
110% IS MY 1%!
CUS’ LIMITS ARE JAAACKDIDDLYSQUATTT
i really like it, i really like it
when i meet a person, and we CLICK automatically, and we can talk about EVERY single little thing with each other, and it’s like a perfect moment
and you feel so happy, and your voice is rising over each others and it’s just like ching chime ching chime or voices
I LOVE THAT. i really do, i’m excited for the future
because i know there’s millions of people out there that...
AGHHHH, BAD THINGS I WISH I COULD SAY TO GAHHH
1.)SAY THAT AGAIN. SAY THAT AGAIN. …AFTER I BEAT YOU UPPPPP
2.)someday, someone’s gonna be real annoyed with you and punch you in the face, AND ITS PROBABLY GONNA BE ME
3.)GO AWAY, PLEASE. I DON’T WANT YOU HERE.
4.)WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAT?! WHAT DID YOU WANT!
5.)you are absolutely beautiful.
6.)its not that big of a deal.
7.)I think she’s right.
8.)you hate her?! you...
OH YEEEEEEEEE'YUS
i’m gonna be making TEEEESHIRTS!
cus’ i’m BOOOOSSS, i can’t wait to do it, i’ll needt’a find a blank shirt and then i’ll make a little picture, i’ll postit on tumblr or somethin’ then i’ll SHOW IT TO YAAAA’ZALL
IT’LL BE OFF THE ROOOFFTOP + THREEEE
just eat it
michael: mom, just eat it
mom: no
michael: mom just EAT IT
mom: no what is it
michael: JUST EAT IT
mom: what is it
michael: JUST EAT IT!!
mom: NO WHAT IS IT?!
michael: MOM JUST EAT IT!
mom: NO
michael: JUST EATT ITTTTTTT
mom: NOOOOOO
I WATCHED PONYO YESTERDAY~ AGAIN
AND IT WAS GREAT~ I LOVE IT
it’s so cute, how the litle boy wants to protect ponyo and how ponyo kept going looking for him all over the place, and it’s just so adorable at the end—
and i’m not going to ruin it~ ;)!
I JUST LOVE IT! all the miyazaki movies are magical and make me feel so good, and i feel like a little kid again watching ponyo!
a little kid~ BY THE SEA!...
i love people fullof' passion
people who’ll keep going and going because they’ve got something love
i really admire that
i mean, how can you not?
today
i went adventuring today, and i adventured a whole bunch and i feel really good because i actually went to lots of new places with sharon carin’ today~
today we went this totally new route, and
we passed by lots of pretty neighborhoods—-
and passed by the ghiradelli factory—-
and we ordered and made our first tshirts that say JIA SHUCKIES! for adventuring of course…!
...
if it was sunny and edward cullen exploded would his pieces of skin look like.. fireworks?
GEE WHIZ
i wanna go adventuring, I WANNA GO ADVENTURING!
awww crap, then we can awww i wanna go adventuring.. BADLY! i’ll practice piano earlllly in the morning then i’ll go ADVENTURING! IT’LL BE GREAT! i’ll walk to her house.. if i can and then i’ll just STRIAGHT UP ADVENNTURAAAA’!
my name will be ACE ADVENTURA DUUUCKI, YO! REPPPIN’ STRAIGHT UP FOLLKS!
mom and english teacher hunt
ducki: :just coming home:
mom: :sigh:
mom: liu...
ducki: what mom?
mom: you know what happened today?
ducki: what
mom: i was looking for an english teacher and i sent him a message saying, 'can you be my tutor?'
mom: and he sent me back a message saying, 'are you american?'
mom: and then so i said, 'yes, i'm an american.'
mom: so he says to me, 'THEN LOOK FOR ANOTHER TUTOR. WE DON'T TEACH AMERIIICANS.'
mom: 'FIND YOURSELF AN AMERRRRICAN TUTOR.'
mom: :sigh:
ducki: oh.
TODAY I WENT TO JAPANNNTOWN!
with my CHRISTIE and my MINNIE
my objects—- UHUHUHUH
AND CHRISTIE DRESSED ME UP TODAY! D> it was so weird because i’m not used to looking like that at all, RKSJKFA
BUT I THINK.
I LOOKED GOOOOOD
( but then again, DON’T I ALWAYS?! ;) )
ahaha.. double parentheses
i’ll post up pictures on facebook, TO SHOW YA’
SIGH~
i forgot to blog about something,...
abcDEF
making the alphabet gangsta’!
naw jkjkjkj that was lame
outside i heard a car alarm ( or a bird ) sound...
