April 2010
LOL, INEVITABLE, I HAVE TO DO IT
you know what’s coming you sure do, forgive me for my lame ;(
you know you’re asian when
1.) you use your dishwasher as your dishrack
2.) in fact, you’ve never used your dishwasher before, you wash the dishes in the sink then you put it in your dishwasher
3.)when you want to go to someone’s house, the first thing your parents ask is what race the person is
4.)and if...
March 2010
okay, you know what?
honestly~ i have not taken a nap— or that shower i said i was gonna take,
because i was thinking, i was thinking hard and i thought
of people who don’t enjoy life cus’ of their situations at home, dramas with their friends, problems inside out, and have all sorts of crap that happen to them, and because of that, they can’t be happy
and I think, “what?! no..!
...
BAWWWH'
lol today i was so different, its suchhhhh a mind rush looking back at myself today..!
bahahah like i’m gonna go take a nap and it’s gonna be all good.
but i’m looking back at myself today, and i was like “OH WHOA, I WASN’T EVEN MYSELF TODAY! THAT’S SUUUUCH A MIND BLOW!”
baaaaahaha, that’s so funny, i’ll take a nap and stuff and everything...
my papa and dramas
computer dad's using: :chinese drama theme music:
ducki: ...
ducki: DAD, HOW COME YOU'RE ALWAYS WATCHING DRAMAS?!
ducki: that's girly..
dad: I'M NOT!
dad: I'm not watching dramas.
computer dad's using: :still playing chinese drama theme music:
dad: I'm just... checking the stocks.
computer dad's using: :chinese drama music still playing:
ducki: ...okay.
*Cause the stars shines brighter with you around*:... →
spottedk:
kittyuu:
gummykitty:
kittyuu:
spottedk:
gummykitty:
…
Haha Yes i wanna join O: Anime con and pokemons? xD
yes yes!!! :D omg go to like like fanime wearing pokemon costumesss >.< oohhhh sooo coola~~
we can have like 7 people, xD one can be the trainer and the rest of us are her/his pokemon xD Haha, slavery, im jk x] but that’ll be…
I call dibs on Umbreon :3
DARN!! :(
Lol...
back from watching comedy central
i’m gonna go full throttle..
FULL THROTTLE! FULL PASSION! FULL EVERYTHING!
i’ma let out everything and everything and make friends with everyone and make sure the world is my banana and i can split it whatever i want and make a freakin’ smoothie then i’ll DRINK IT and i’ll have freakin’ POTASSIUM!
my mom and facebook and being pretty
mom: oh daughter---
ducki: what?
mom: look at this girl..
ducki: where..?
mom: on my laptop come here and look,
ducki: why what is it?
mom: look at this girl she has 4,262 friends on facebook.
mom: :sadvoice: i don't understand how people get so many friends
ducki: how come you care
mom: :sadvoice: i just don't understand how she get so many friends....
mom: you know...
mom: i notice a lot of girls on facebook with the name bella is pretty.
mom: bella is pretty.
mom: bella means pretty.
mom: i'm changing my fake name of facebook to bella.
i know why, i know why!
because i’m not falling into my full MODE
i keep gettin’ thoughts like, “don’t do it, don’t say it, you’ll regret it,”
FORGET ABOUT THOSE THOUGHTS MAN! I’M FALLING INTO FULL PASSION MODE, HOW ELSE AM I GONNA ENJOY LIFE! WHAT “PLAYIN’ IT COOL,” PLAYIN’ IT COOL IS HOLDING BACK ON ALL YOUR FEELINGS, YOUR EMOTIONS
CRAP, NEVER...
HOOOOORAY! YES YES YES I GOT A
BLUE ADVANCED BELT
SO HAPPY, CANNOT BREAAATHE
YUS YUS YUS
when i was opening the belt i was like ‘AFFAW AFFAW AFFAW on the inside
like my mind couldn’t think i was just like ‘GEE GEE GEE
I HAVE BLUEEEE ADVANCE BELT NOW, ADVANNNCED!
AND I FEEEL GOOD!
and it’s even MORE AMAZING FOR ME
because i left karate for like.. 4 years right? and i was my blue belt— for...
LET ME SEE
michael: let me see the
michael: let me the see the
michael let me see the the the story that the
michael: let me see the story that the thing that you
michael: let me see the thing story that you doe'd on the
michael: let me see the story that the "michael, you see story" thing
michael: let me see it
ducki: okay
TODAY,
i was looking at my hand in the sun and it was sparkling and glittery
i admired my hand in silence for a long time before i realized, “”this is probably what edward cullen does all day
awwww MICHAEL
michael: zhe zhe..
ducki: yeah, michael?
michael: i'm sad...
ducki: how come?
michael: because tomorrow..
michael: because tomorrow you have school and i don't..
michael: and that means all day we can't play together..
michael: for the whole week
ducki: ...aw... MICHAEL
mom from another room: AWWW MICHAEL
mom coming in from other room: OHHHH MICHAEL!
mom coming into room: AWWW MY, MIIICHAEL
mom: MICHAEL, THAT WAS SO SAD
mom: :hugsmichael: THATS SO SAD, ISN'T THAT SAD?!
mom: DON'T WORRY, I'LL TAKE YOU TO BIBLE SCHOOL!
michael: but I---
the words that really speak to me are,
express, train, discover, explore, adventure, family, familiar, world, universal, together, friend, feel good
those are my favorite words.
you know, those mean little teenage kids,
ahhh don’t listen to them, jeez.
serious, little 13, 14, 15, 16 year olds trying to tell you that YOU’RE a arse or something
why would you listen to them?
why would you listen to someone who’s not even half way through their life?
like they have enough experience to be able to judge you
they’re only like, what, 10/100 of their life?
and they think they have enough...
pull my chest out and try to breathe, but i fear...
tomorrow is my tae kwon doe test.
i don’t wanna say i’m scared, cus’ it’ll sound wimpy.
no, i’m not scared, i’m STRONG!
i’m worried, that’s what it is.
tomorrow is my tae kwon doe test.
tomorrow is my tae kwon doe test.
DO I KNOW MY CURRICULUM?! maybe i should restudy tonight!
AHHHHH, LIFE
AWW MAN~, I LOVE WHEN THINGS LOOK UP :)
so this morning i was feelin’ really suckish and i was like
“nooo.. i can’t find my ds and minnie has heart gold and i can’t sleep and mum’s mad at me and i can’t find what i need right now.. and my new headphones are for.. a different jack and the shoes that i have right now are kind of weird—- and i got some messages on formspring that made me,...
my tricks don't work on good ol' mom!
ducki: mom...
mom: what?
mom: why aren't you asleep yet?
ducki: because...
ducki: because i need a shoulder massage..
mom: no.
oh mom and dad...
mom: i want some bubble milk tea!
dad: but.. i already buy you DESERT yesterday!
mom: well, on our anniversary you didn't buy desert!
dad: you said you didn't want on any on our anniver--
mom: well now it's payback, i deserve that desert. it was just make up for our anniversary
dad: ...i didn't get any desert..
mom: you said you didn't want any
ducki: PFFF
CRYYYING, CRYYYING, WHAT I NEED/WANT
WHAT I WANT,
WHAT I WANT,
I WANT TO
I NEED TO FIND MY DS! NOW, WHERE IS IT?! AHHHGHHH WHERE DID IT GO?!
PLEAAAASE, LET ME FIND YOU!
MY POOR POKEMON DIAMOND~ MY DRAGONIITEEEE
AND I WANT I WANT POKEMON HEART AND GOLD
AGHHH YOUR POKEMON GET TO FOLLOW YOU!
AND EVERYONE HAS IT NOW!
I’MA GET A CYNDAQUIL, CYNDAQUIL!
AND HE’S GONNA BE ALL TYPHLOSIVEEE ON YOU! CRAP CRAP CRAP I NEED...
NO ONE FORMSPRINGS MEEEEE. :(
formspring.me/ducki
formspring.me/ducki
formspring.me/ducki
LIKE THE LINK SAYS,
FORMSPRING ME, DUCKI
please?! D>
the reason why people don’t want to approach you when you’re sad,
is because they’re scared of making you sadder.
don’t think it’s cus’ no one cares. :(
you know what i’ma do?
you know, kids should always believe in fairytales, all the time
i on’t think there should be someone who has established already in there brain that there’s ‘non-fiction’ and ‘fiction’ to put tell little kids what’s real and not real
you know.
one day, i’m gonna take allll the fairy tale books, and i’ll just...
i'm pooped out LIKE A BOSS, recap on today
I’M POOPED OUT LIKE A BOSS TODAY BECAUSE,
a lot of boss pooped out things happened today,
at school, i did a whole bunch of orchestra and dancing stuff, and that made me pooped out like a boss, i was sweatin’ like like.. a pig
pigs don’t sweat, do they?
besides, what kind of person would even want to FIND OUT piggies sweat in the first place :l
LAME
anyway, after that, i...
Tomorrow...
alvaliang:
Holy Crap!
I have a Tae Kwon Do test tomorrow, and im not sure if im ready!!
I feel so nervous right now, its not even funny…
RESCHEDULED TO MONDAY, FIZZY
two more days to be not ready
how come, how come
when you act all silent and you just want to think and you just want to stop and think about something and be all— yanno’ yanno’.. thinking
somebody thinks you’re depressed or sad
it’s like there’s only two emotions in everyone’s brain,
depression or happy
i think it’s complete, utter TANK.
i think books are genius,
especially the good ones.
because after a really good book, you are left in like this “”GASP kind of gesture,
and books are absolutely GENIUS— because they leave you an extra two pages at the end—- always, to just turn.
and you turn and you turn and you’re looking at the blank pages and it like lets you fathom, “wow, this book is OVER,”
and it’s...
cripes.
you ever read some of your own posts,
and think, ‘wadafadge is wrong with me,’
OF COURSE I HAD A GOOD DAY,
but i was soo zoned out,
i can’t even recall, it’s like
i was fading out of myself, like i was sooo far from me
it’s like i just put myself on autopilot and took a nap.
i think it means i should go to sleep early today
AGHH, WHEN I AM ANGRY OR FRUSTRATED, MY EYEBROWS...
SO BEING ANGRY AND FRUSTRATED HURTS INSIDE AND OUT
AGHHHHHHH
do you think if i got ready tonight like it's the...
what's ygdrasil? and nosferatu?
AGAHHH, I HATE WHEN I LOSE SOMETHING, and i ask my...
it might just be me.
BUT I DON’T LIKE IT ANYWAYS.
i don't know whats happening to you right now, and...
but i really hope you feel better.
I FORGOT HOW FUN SUPER SMASH BRAWL WAS, AND HOW...
AHHHH NIGHTTIME
MUST THINGS DO MUST DO THIS WEEK
for a NOTE TO SELF cus’ i’m boring and no one wants to read the cripe i have to do all week bahhhhh! BECAUSE I MUST DO THE MUST THINGS THIS WEEK
visit zocalo cafe
go to thrasher park
pass by a bancroft/slh
visit blue school”“
visit 148th st
psy spa
go to sushi house
must spar/practice with bonnie
find your ds *jirachi on fri
finish up s.a.t prep
find...
WHO EAT ALL MY RICE
dad: :opens rice cooker:
dad: where the rice.
dad: who eat all my rice?
dad: WHO EAT ALL MY RICE?
dad: LUI!
ducki: what.
dad: YOU EAT ALL MY RICE?
ducki: no
dad: ai.. no more rice
dad: i ask for rice and no more rice
dad: rice…
I JUST WANT TO GO TO SAN FRANCISCO,
with my family, nothing special
something full of no stress
just like free man free
i remember in 4rth grade every day i’d go on the bart all the time
with my papa and he’d tell me stories about china
and i’d be like, yes
MULTI WHAT MULTI CULTURAL FESTIVAL?!
WADDAAAFAADGE
THAT TOO?!
THAT TOO
HOLYYY CRAP
THAT TOO!
WHAT AM I GOING TO
THEN I’M GONNA HAVE TO
AND I HAVE TO
BUT THEN THAT NIGHT
I HAVE TO
..PERFORRRM
..holy cripes
I TOTALLY FORGOT.
i wish i had a magic wand,
it wouldn’t take away all my troubles,
but it would give me like a smore every time i got a new one,
I DESERVE AT LEAST THAT.
AHG RANT RANT RANT ON AND ON AND ON
WADAAFAAAADGE
NOT FRIDAY, THAT’S MY DAY!
thats my day for adventuurring!
ME AND SHARON WERE GONNA GO PLAY AND GO TO ZOCALO CAFE
..CRIPES! AND I ACTUALLY HAD A PLAAAAN! NOOOOO, NOT GONNA HAPPEN
WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHAA- AHHHH
we’re not gonna walk all the way across town.. BACK FOR THAAAT
AHGHHHH
WADAFAADGE
i think i’ll fall
fall on the ground
and like SKULK
i need some...
There are such things as fairy tales. Just look at...
(via ackhun)
IF YOU'RE YOURSELF,
you’ll never be copying ANYONE
and the time you find you’re yourself
and someone else is theirself
and you’re doing the same thing
YOU’LL FIND A SOULMATE,
cus’ baby
GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE!
WHAT. SHALL. I. DO.
i’ll bring my books tomorrow— my piano books
and i’ll play for alumni~ LIKE SUZ SAID!
BUT O MAN O MAN O MAN
MY KARATE TEST
ON SATURDAY!
AND HE WANTS US TO SPAR ON FRIDAYS,
i don’t even have GEAR, but me? still?!
he knows it! I KNOW HE KNOWS IT!
AND I’M SUPPOSED TO KNOW THE BOWSTAFF FORM?!
WHAT DID HE SAY?!
where the faaa
what the faaa
HOW THE FAAA
WHO...
